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DrearySky01
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I'm struggling to accept this...
Relationship Stress / by DrearySky01
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 February 26th, 2020
...See more My boyfriend and I have been dating for 2.5 years... it hasnt been easy, especially being long distance, but weve always worked through our problems and tried to make it work. Honestly we are happiest when we are together. So when we got engaged last month... I was beyond excited. I couldnt think of anyone else I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. His dad has never been fond of me. He doesnt think we are a right fit... that I just drag his son down. When all I've ever tried to do is be supportive... even now. So when he told his dad we were getting engaged they got into a fight. His dad explained to him that he wasnt ready to be a husband (like he could talk... 2 failed marriages) and that he should regroup his thoughts and consider taking a break from our relationship. My boyfriend didn't consider it at first but decided to talk to some friends to see what they thought. Everyone agreed that... he needed to work on some things before we got married. So now my boyfriend has decided we need to take a 5 month break.... without talking... without seeing each other. And that the engagement is off. I dont know what to do with myself. He says time with fly by fast and once it's up I'll look back on it happily. But I cant. I just cant. I trust that he wont move on from me.... but I cant imagine not talking to him during the day. I cant. Its brought me back to a really low place and I can use all the help I can get....
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Self-Harm Recovery / by DrearySky01
Last post
 September 18th, 2019
...See more Im Al... I'm still trying to get used to this app. Im not sure if this is what I'm supposed to do... or what I'm supposed to write so bare with me. I really sorta joined on a whim today... but I've been watching my lows hit harder and harder over the past few months and the urge to start hurting myself is coming back with less concern over what people might think. I was somewhat hoping this might help me all around. I was told to go to counseling recently by my doctor but my parents are certain I dont need it... so I didnt go and stopped seeing the doctor. I know this doesnt replace counseling but well... I mean you gotta try. I tend to bottle things up and I am really hoping to find a place that I can just let loose... it's becoming too much to hold in... and I dont want to keep lashing out at those I love. I started harming myself 5 years ago when I was 13 but I've been holding strong since June which is sadly probably the longest I have went without. I'm trying to keep it that way... I really am. I'd really like to make some friends here, please feel free to come talk.
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