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EMaxiePup
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Where Is My Life Going [The College Kid Struggle]
Journals & Diaries / by EMaxiePup
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November 26th, 2018
...See more So right now this is where I'm at Job- work as pharmacy tech. Ive been reducing my hours to where I only work 1 day a week on the weekend. Somebody quits work so now everybody has to pick up extra hours. Too much. College- Biomedical Science Major. Taking organic chemistry among other things. Need to study a lot to do good. Main goal of this: Do good = pharmacy school = career that pays well. Negatives: this job is very stressful. You dont even know. If you do know, then you know why. Extra curriculars- President of a club. Gotta go to meetings. Gotta plan stuff. Social life- got trust issues about everyone at college because of how they act. Seems like people are on a different wavelength. From a different world than me. Mental health- ocassionally sad about school. Dont want to interact with people. Regularly stressed and/or tired. When stressed/tired get annoyed/pissy mood. Dont wanna talk. People still wanna talk. I hate acting happy. Feeling regularly stressed and occasionally overwhelmed with my workload and studying. Work getting in the way of club duties and school. I feel bad for not working or taking a shift because my coworkers are sick or theyll have to work when they have bronchitis because i cant come in. 😔 so i take it for them but it puts me at a disadvantage. I need to stop sacrificing myself for other people. Lastly, i have no idea what i actually want to do with my life. I dont think ill like pharmacy.
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