Things I still find some joy in are art digital, traditional, innovative, as long as it's kids dark, super cute or industrial I'll love it think Burton, Gigar, and Jasmine Becket Griffith. Movies with dark dingy vibes, or fantasies with huge forests where unknown creatures dwell, or a dystopic syfi future where the most unsual material are a commodity. Currently I've started to try and get a diognosis and work on rebuilding a life at a pain staking rate since I'm not hugely supported by the staff who couldn't do a lousy checklist for ADHD traits and was just shoved onto Ritalin to see if there's a change but I felt nothing feel nothing. I only see my psychologist once per month and has bEEn sUch a hUgE HeLP, it almost has my thought of becoming one go down the drain faster than a spider down the loo.