Hello 👋🏼 🫂 

my name is Chelsea and I live in England. I am 26 years old and have my own family, made up of myself, my fiancé and my amazing 3 year old son.

I have suffered mentally, going on 16 years knowingly, all of my life unknowingly. I had a traumatic childhood, i have repressed memories, ptsd, depression, anxiety. I have experience with SH, OD and sexual abuse. I have experience of narcissistic manipulation and other narcissistic behaviours and traits, emotional neglect, unmet needs. Let me make it clear, I am not a narcissist. My father was and damaged me and my 3 siblings and my mother to almost beyond repair... but im healing and im ready and committed to continue working my hardest to continue healing and breaking the generational curse.

I want to make the world a better place by helping people through their struggles, by letting people know that they are not alone. I want to help people. I want people to know they are loved and safe. I want people to know that when they believe that life isnt worth living, it really is and their absence would cause a huge hole of pain for the people left behind.

I want people to know that they are worth living for. I want people to know that they are special in their own way, everyone has a purpose, everyone can work towards a goal in their own ways and in their own times. I want people to know that they are important. They are loved. They are safe.

I want this because I know how it feels to not have someone advocate that for me, I know how it feels to feel that life isnt worth living for and no one would miss me. I know how it feels to feel lonely, misunderstood, unheard.

I HEAR YOU. I UNDERSTAND. DONT GIVE UP. I AM BY YOUR SIDE. I LOVE YOU. I AM PROUD OF YOU.

THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING WORTH LIVING FOR.

Sorry for rambling on so much but I literally wrote what was in my head and heart. If you have read this far then thank you. Please feel free to reply 😊 comments, opinions, questions welcome!

Love, hugs, hope and good luck to you all ❤