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Estelle1313
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PathStep 54 Compassion hearts43 Forum posts55 Forum upvotes33 Current upvotes33 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2026 Member sinceOctober 14, 2014
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Trapped
Depression Support / by Estelle1313
Last post
 December 8th, 2015
...See more Hello. Im 16 years old and I was before feeling this emotion "hapiness" as it is called. When I was young I lived in a big city and I had very good friends, and even a child bf haha... But then my parents got divorced and my mom dragged me an my sister out of this city to a smalltown. It was no one in the streets, and if our neighbours heard us sing they would yell at us. I hated it here... I still hate it here. After that we have moved alot but just around this crappy town.. I got depression when I was 13, and anxiety as well.. My only goal in life is to move and never come back. I want to move back to the big city, its the only place I feel I can do everything and that Im truly happy. I hate my mom because she forced us here... Now I cry myself to sleep pretty often thinking that I will be trapped here forever...
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Just get away
Depression Support / by Estelle1313
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 August 18th, 2015
...See more I don`t know what to do with my life anymore. Is its worth living. I mean it`s pointless my future already seems just darker and darker. And now Im trapped in a school I hate. WIth people I hate. Im all alone, and I just want to get away. I feel like screaming or breaking things, but on the outside I only look innocent and sweet. I hate my life, my friends are away and I have tried to change school but it was full. My parents don`t get me, and my little sister don`t help my case at all. She says Im not trying hard enough to attempt to make friends. But I am, I really am. Its just so hard, when you are an introvert...
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Little sister want to be a model
Eating Disorder Support / by Estelle1313
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 July 21st, 2015
...See more Hello strangers. Im really concerned about my little sister she is only twelve years old. She really want to be populare, and she thinks if she want to be that she have to be a model or something. Now she is dieting, and workout too much! Im really scared she is gonna end up with a eating disorder. What should I do?
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So lonely
Anxiety Support / by Estelle1313
Last post
 June 14th, 2015
...See more Hi. So im now sixteen and yeah I have a couple of good friends, and sometimes we actually manage to plan to do somethig after school time, but they are mostly introverts so.  Im shy so its hard for me to get new friends, and I have all these negative thoughts about my self hanging over me as a shadow.  I feel everyone else is so much freely them self, and Im still stuck in my shell. I want to break free but how? When I always think of what other thinks about me, and all my dad has to say to that its not think about it. Thanks dad, as I havent tried that.   I just walk alone, and feel shitty, fat and miserable. Im not good at literally anything. Sports, I get hit so much I cant count (with a ball), and singing (I like it, but not any good or bad), art (im normal i would say). And I love taking photography but, Im not good at it.  So Im now as usual stuck and hiding in my bedroom, with my curtains in front of my window (so its like  cave).  And I listen to sad music and relatable quotes and just cry. Its so fun to be a teenage wohoo... (Im sarcastic). Sorry I wasted your time reading this. But thanks anyway.
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