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FireFly1892
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts1,396 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2025 Member sinceJuly 16, 2024
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I am a caring and good person. Or I try to be. Never hurt anyone intentionally or disrespected. I have childhood and teenage traumas. Loved someone deeply and at the end got my heart broken by his negligence. If I am in, I'm fully in. If I don't see similar effort, I get hurt and back off. Nightmares, anxiety, depression and low self esteem are my current friends. I struggle to communicate as well.


So yeah!! Here I am. By the way, I have good sense of humour.

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How does it feel?
Depression Support / by FireFly1892
Last post
 September 30th, 2024
...See more How does it feel when a man likes a girl? When he waits, appears, act obsessed? How does it feel when he bought flowers for her and surprises her with it? How does it feel when he smiles? When he shows persistence? That determination that he loves her? When he writes a letter even when texting is free and easy? When he is ready to start a war for her against everyone! When he makes her feel special every single day! I might be a fantasist! I might be crazy! I might be in love with an impossible man. But I hurt for him. I love him and I crave him. Try to find him in modern days guys sometimes but I fail. I know I'm stupid but I still wonder, how does it feel?
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The fear of failure
Depression Support / by FireFly1892
Last post
 September 29th, 2024
...See more I am afraid of almost everything in life. But, I go out everyday and I am living a life. I think I lost the ability to feel love, but I crave it the most. I try to find ways, but I feel lost. I am active yet I'm so lazy. I question myself whether I am a good person or a bad one. I live in between of my two selves.
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I miss myself.. something I always should have been
Depression Support / by FireFly1892
Last post
 July 18th, 2024
...See more No words can explain the way I feel. Severe lonely and lost.
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