I am a Royal Navy veteran, I am a happily married and a proud father.
I am a survivor of a rare state 4 cancer that came close to nearly killing me 3 times with only 24 hours left to live each time it were a miracle I survived.
Due to all the chemo and steroids I received, that had to kill the cancer in my brain, it had given me a bone disease.
While I were fighting depression post cancer, my then secret disease were killing my joints in my body,
So here I am many years later, with 2 hip replacements, 2 shoulder replacements, and coming soon 2 knee replacements next year.
So, clinically depressed, with ptsd and an adjustment disorder, amongst other head problems I have, I am always in pain..always, I cannot work, I am mostly bedbound, I take upwards of 40-50 tablets a day sometimes, I am a young man watching the world pass by me without a way to interact or engage with it in a meaningful way.
I am unhappy and there is nothing I can do about it, I am rudderless.

Nice to meet you.