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My PTSD is killing me!!
Anxiety Support / by Happyness04
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 December 2nd, 2024
...See more I was sexually abused consequently, for about 4 years in my early childhood. Now, it's five years from then, and I feel like I've reached my tipping point! Up until the past two to three months I've never had panic attacks or anxiety! I have suicidal thoughts often though, but I've never really gone through with it. I mean, I've intentionally harmed myself a couple of times, but I've never been able to see it through to the final blow. The worst part is, the two culprits, both of which were oblivious to the other, were my cousins. And our moms re super tight!! So, most times it feels like my silence is going to keep the peace intact, and not ruin our moms relationships. But, right now my silence is coting me my sanity, and I felt like, if I don't talk to someone, or anyone I'm going to go insane! Gosh!!! The pain is maddening!!! I don't know what to do anymore? I mean, I couldn't even sleep last night! I'm having a serious headache, and I don't know, nothing makes sense! It's like my body wants to live, or more like scared to die. But my soul, and my heart, and my entire being are fed up!
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