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HoagieWap21
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Addiction Support / by HoagieWap21
Last post
 May 23rd, 2021
...See more I’m gonna try to post here if not every other day or so, kinda as a daily journal and a way to get away from my past. I feel like if I get words down and out of my head, I can start to properly heal and recover from this addiction. And hopefully I can inspire someone else too. I did have a bit of mental temptation today, laptop was open, my partner asleep, my brain was trying to tell me, “hey you remember that thing you wanted to look up before, now is your chance!” “Ooh what about that video you watched a long time ago? You could find it and watch it now”, but I decided to not give in and make myself busy. I never understood why I got so addicted, I’ve seen videos on the science of pornography addiction and how it provided serration and whatever. I’m getting better with everyday and encourage all of you all to get stronger and beat this!!
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Starting again.
Addiction Support / by HoagieWap21
Last post
 May 21st, 2021
...See more Pornography entered my life when I was at a very young age, it was always around, it never felt like a problem, most people normalized it, so when I was watching it it never felt like an issue. Up until I got into a serious relationship. I have been caught multiple times, not clearing my history, keeping old tabs open, browsing the NSFW sides of Twitter and Reddit (my most habitual offending source) it was like no matter how many times I was caught, no matter how many arguments I caused, and second chances I was given, I kept going back. The longest I’ve been clean was probably 2-3 months when my phone was broken. I’ve decided to start new again (of course after getting caught again recently). I am now a week clean from my addiction. I will try to post often with updates and to share my thoughts
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