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HopefulLife2301
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts31 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceJuly 11, 2023
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Eating Disorder Support / by HopefulLife2301
Last post
 June 7th, 2024
...See more I hate my body.  I'm so ashamed.  I'm so heavy and I don't fit in anywhere.  I don't like the size, the shape or any parts of my body at all.  It makes me want to avoid everyone, to avoid being in public, and to avoid eating around anyone.  I tried to get surgery to reshape my body but they said it wasn't medically necessary even though I am experiencing medical issues, because of my size.  It's not fair and all the thoughts in my head from my eating disorder are going crazy.
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Depression Support / by HopefulLife2301
Last post
 June 4th, 2024
...See more My depression has hit again and the struggles with my thoughts to be okay are here.  I don't want to deal with them and just go to bed and to sleep but I know that ignoring it will just make it worse.  I have no desire to fight, but am writing this because staying silent will make this much worse in a little as a day at the rate it has hit me.
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Depression Support / by HopefulLife2301
Last post
 July 16th, 2023
...See more I feel so alone and my depression has flared up after a really long period of being able to manage it. This is the first time I'm reaching out because I've been ashamed of not being able to manage. I did send my psychiatrist a message that I need my meds evaluated but I might not hear from him for several hours due to his appointments. I even reached out to the suicide hotline, though that wasn't a lot of help as they just repeated to me what I said. I don't need to hear back what I just said. I need help to figure out how to get back on my feet.
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