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JackWaltz
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts28 Forum posts46 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 1970 Member sinceAugust 19, 2014
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Depression Support / by JackWaltz
Last post
 October 4th, 2014
...See more Its 4 in the morning i just finished wrapping my arms and burning some wounds cleaned the tub and floor of my blood my cuts are deep and yet no tears enter my eyes just numbness emptiness this has been happening for a while i just don't know how to live i don't know how to die
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PRISON OF NO ESCAPE
Depression Support / by JackWaltz
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 August 9th, 2016
...See more The corners concrete cold hard and broken no light escapes these crakes just endless darkness i am theses walls shackled within myself. The deeper i go within myself the darker i enter until all thats left is absence does anyone know how to escape does anyone know how to die
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IM LOSING MY MIND
Depression Support / by JackWaltz
Last post
 September 7th, 2014
...See more All I hear is my heart beat fast, my words slurred and spoken with rapid repitition of how i wanna die, my wrists clotted or bleeding onto the floor my tears as dry as my hope as isolated as my life. Every night its this nightmare every night its this hell. I losing control of reason of the want to live how I already feel dead in this darkness. When morning comes the sting reminds me what awaits tonight with blades ans flames with my pain not of the wounds of my flesh but of the sorrow of my heart and the misery and torture of my life I feel forsaken maybe i am maybe im insane maybe i need to die to live to smile to wake up from my pain idk what to do
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Life Is A Mistake
Depression Support / by JackWaltz
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 September 12th, 2014
...See more My life is a mistake, a mistake were i wake up hatheir ing the world around me hating who i am who i have become all due to life cutting burning and crying into the night and days trying to feel trying to live and yet i feel so dead inside life goes on amd i have nothing to live for. If i am forsaken then i will die alone if i am not then i shall be met in a grave of understanding but. I still feel darkness pain everyday every damn day and im so scared but so tired so tired of living in a mistake in lifes mistake of being alive i just i just dont know what to do. Anymore im so numb right now just a mistake just a mistake to live
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Emptiness
Depression Support / by JackWaltz
Last post
 August 29th, 2014
...See more All I have to know is absence, emptiness I wake up into the same routine wanting to find myself within the world and i find is the shade of my own shadow. I feel lost in a world of isolated madness were my own insanity makes me imprisoned in pain and torture plauged by my past i just i dont know how long i can cope with my life i just want to feel to be. Something other then emptiness to feel something other then pain i just want it to end and im running out of options i feel like im dying and though i am alive i feel i am dying. Please help me escape the prison of my own life if u can i i just need it t stop.
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I Am Broken
Depression Support / by JackWaltz
Last post
 August 23rd, 2014
...See more All i feel is an absence were happines is a sick joke. Were all i have is the emptiness the void that beats me, tortures me into tears and new fears. I feel lost alone and yet i hide in the darkness hopeing the pain will stop but its bending me, becoming the only thing i feel. i am forsaken i am torn i am broken. Can anyone fix me? Please
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