Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
JellyButter
67 M Embraced
PathStep 5 Compassion hearts3 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes0 Current upvotes0 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2017 Member sinceJuly 23, 2014
Bio
Recent forum posts
JellyButter profile picture
Cureable, but losing so much
Relationship Stress / by JellyButter
Last post
October 4th, 2015
...See more Coming from my usual gynecologist appointment, im thinking everything is alright. one week later, (yesterday) i got a call from the office saying that my pap was perfect...but i had chlamydia. They caught it quickly and in a matter of hours of getting the news i went and got treatment. telling my two partners was the extremely hard. one of them, was relaxed, he hugged me. took me to the pharmacy and got the medication. he also went to the clinic, got tested himself and took medication..my other partner on the other hand didnt take the news so well. he refuses to talk to me, answer my calls or anything. he wonders how i contracted if i was the only one hes been with. in that time span and the fact ive gotten tested before sleeping with (the both of them).im not even sure who gave it to me, nor do i care. i just want all of us to get tested ad treated. i feel like ive lost a best friend. from all of our careless actions. my other friend is there for me,we go out on walks, he says that everything is okay.cradles me in him arms, but the other who "swayed" me into in bed countless time and almost had me ruin other people wont even bat and eye...im just in a confused feeling. even though i have one that loves me dearly, why am i so upset that one wont give me the time of day. since on birth control i thought that condoms were uneccessary. now i realize how useful condoms really are. why people stress them so much. even though everything is okay with me and my friend, the one who i was so called "closer" to just pretty left me to suffer..   
JellyButter profile picture
I heard about this site from an eating disorder site...
Newbie Hub / by JellyButter
Last post
August 6th, 2016
...See more i just hope to find some support and comfort here..
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist