I had struggled years in life with a variety of mental health challenges. I went through a trauma at a very young age which later resulted in a combination of eating disorders, self harm, anxiety, depression, PTSD. I suffered solo. I tried so hard to get help- my first attempt through a MD was that they told me I was depressed because it was not ski season( I was living in the mnts at the time. The doctor prescribed anti depressants that made me sleep and become more depressed. I then started mountain biking and pushing the limits which I then started racing at a professional level. Great for the adrenaline not so good with the new found discovery that the lighter i was the more I started wining..not so great for someone with an eating disorder. Basically it gave me an excuse to become lighter and ..sicker. I became sick and injured which lead to drinking and drugs..it made me forget about self esteem issue and drugs made me feel confidant..luckily I moved which helped me refocus and new goals. I battled my way through a variety of issues but kept trying.. I don[t want anyone to suffer solo...please let me help.