Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
JoshDRK
137 M Embraced 1
PathStep 2 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes1 Current upvotes1 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceFebruary 1, 2021
Bio
Recent forum posts
JoshDRK profile picture
Trust Issues.
Relationship Stress / by JoshDRK
Last post
 March 6th, 2021
...See more Hello I'm 25 Male and I have been with my Finance for 9 years now. We have a daughter together As you can imagine a relationship that started so young and has gone a distance doesn't come without ups and downs nothing I have ever struggled to deal with. However recently I feel broken 24/7 my mind is at war constantly from the moment I wake and before I sleep which doesn't come easy and now my dreams too. I will tell you why, in January of 2020 I found out that my partner had been what she called an affair with someone at work unfortunately she didn't tell me this i found out because I went though her phone ( I know this is an terribly awful thing to do and I regret deeply). I found messages of her and ill call him Jon, pretty lewd messages and pictures too, and they also talked about a kiss they shared. What made it worse is at the time I found out about this "affair" she was also speaking to someone else too again lewdy and pictures too, this is someone she met on the Internet so nothing physically happened between them. Obviously at the time this broke me but I recovered and so did our relationship everything that happened is in the past and I agreed to forgive and forget. However I cant let it go everyday it comes back to my mind and because of this I can't trust her anymore everything she says or does i spin in it my mind to as she is cheating or she is speaking to someone again and I cant live like this anymore it haunts me, now I need to say that this girl, she is the love of my life I adore this woman deeply. I want to fix it I want to be happy again too. Any advice. Thank you,
Search more from @JoshDRK
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
7 total badges
Hand Shake Linked First Post Reaching out First Compassion Teammate Forum Friend
Report an issue