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Kato1965
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I don't get it.
Trauma Support / by Kato1965
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 August 4th
...See more When i was seven, my cousin who is a year older than me, asked me to play a game when she was staying with my family. We went to a room, me and my sister called it the play room because we had a big box filled with toy's, the play room had a bed, and my cousin asked me if i wanted to play like how my parents played when alone. I was curious and said yes... Sometimes out of nowhere i get flashbacks remembering what we did, the rolling, the moving, the neck biting, how my head hurt as if it were telling me this wasn't right, even tho our clothes were on. She asked for a break mid play to drink water, when we came back to the play room she asked me if i wanted to continue her play. I hate myself for saying yes. I don't know why i said yes, i blame myself for what happened to me, other's would think i wanted it because i said yes. I don't know... My mom caught us, she took me to her room alone asking what me and my cousin were doing, i didn't know what it was called back then so i told her： "you know....what you and dad do..." She didn't understand, and forgot about it. I remember what me and my cousin did. But nobody would believe me even if i said anything, because growing up she's the perfect one, beautiful, good grade's, good personality. Plus her mother left her with her dad to go to Florida, nobody could be mean to her or upset her. Later as i grew up, i told my friend's about it, they laughed. Why did they laugh？ ....I don't get it.....
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