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Kilam
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Hi I’m Kilam….. I’m

Male, African American, 29

I’m a very depressed and alone person, alone, feel worthless and feel the people I call my friends don’t care……. I’m losing hope and all reason to want to live…. I want to die so badly… just end it all…….. but I also want to be heard…. For someone to listen and understand but give me solutions maybe, help if they can…. I can’t do this alone anymore.

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On the verge of mental collapse, depression high
Depression Support / by Kilam
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 May 3rd, 2025
...See more Hey I’m kilam and I’ve been trying to make a post for the last 5 hours using the app, didn’t work out so well so I’m trying here on the website…… I’m a very depressed guy, I always feel alone always depressed just not happy for a long time now and I just want to feel heard…. I try to talk to my friends but they don’t listen….. therapy cost too much for me and I just don’t know what to do anymore….. I’m close to giving up…. I need help and I can’t seem to find any…
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