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Member - Progress Road 7

I'm 30 years old, queer, and I have anxiety, depression, and panic disorder. I have been trying to stay afloat for many years. I live with my partner now and I'm constantly filled with fear and guilt and doubt and shame about most things. I feel sick and anxious every day and my depression/self loathing is heavy. Every day I feel like I'm drowning. Likely other undiagnosed stuff. Been on here a long time.

Growth Path Step 142
Current Streak 0 Days
Growth Points 18,893
Compassion Hearts 379
Forum Posts 77
Forum Upvotes 76
Age Group Adult
Last Active November, 2021
Member Since January 28, 2015 Dolphin 2015
Growth Path Timeline
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    Focus on the Positive
    Completed step number is 141, March 3rd
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    Emotional Wellness Test
    Completed step number is 140, February 28th
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    Small, Simple Step
    Completed step number is 139, February 28th
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    Watch a Video
    Completed step number is 138, February 28th
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    Subcommunity Shared Experience
    Completed step number is 137, February 28th
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    Treat yourself Like a Friend
    Completed step number is 136, February 17th
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    Easy Breathing
    Completed step number is 135, February 17th
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    Is Your Tank Full
    Completed step number is 134, February 17th
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    Practice Gratitude
    Completed step number is 133, February 17th
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    Subcommunities Build Confidence
    Completed step number is 132, February 17th

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