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LadySpruce7059
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Hi, I am Michelle. I'm no stranger to rough times but this is the roughest.
I worry my depression and anxiety are always going to keep me from being the person i dreamed of becoming. “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important”

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Alcohol
Addiction Support / by LadySpruce7059
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 March 23rd, 2021
...See more I have been clean and sober for 8 years and have recently relapsed on Alcolhol..... my SO can have a glass of wine so I thought that it was fine but I began drinking by myself the hard 101 proof. any words of wisdom? I need to be sober ..... I'm messing up again- relationships, work, family .... help !
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I did it again
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by LadySpruce7059
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 January 11th, 2021
...See more I can't stand myself. I relapsed AGAIN!!!! I am so low right now .... I had 19 days ... hard fought days... after relapsing after 8 years.What am I doing? I need to do this. I feel so much guilt, shame, like a failure :( I reached out again for help. How will I save myself.
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