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Learninglady420
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howto help be there for my boyfriend
Depression Support / by Learninglady420
Last post
 May 20th, 2024
...See more Im 17 boyfriend 18 I dont have any kinda therapy im struggling so much idk how to help we r both struggling so bad and we both had failed relationships because our mental healths werent good but we want to stay together so bad its just so hard to be told over and over i cant help or i cant do anything to make him feel better, he has no license or job atm his parents r so controlling he cant get out of his house he is forced on an online therapy 4-6 every weekday he hates it but idk who else he has. I feel so bad about myself i feel like im not doing him any good he says i am but notjing changes we still cry every time we see eachother we go back and forth, we both have be sa'd and just have chosen to stop our sex life he feels so gross abt what we did together he doesnt know how it makes me feel idek how it makes me feel but he is scared he will feel like he gna feel rejection if we stop, i told him id remind him why were r slowing down, but he is also a bit hypersexual and so many things confuse me i dont know how to handle i dont want to leave i know he can thrive when he gets to that point but idk how to go forward
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how to move forward i guess
Trauma Support / by Learninglady420
Last post
 May 4th, 2024
...See more i think i need more professional advice im struggling a bit more than i think i can handle ive been doing way better im 17 now but ages 12-15 i was really struggling i we t thru so much by myself and have never went thru it or over it ive been diagnosed with ptsd adhd depression anxiety n i just take pills for it ive never been willing to talk about any of it til now im so scared and dont want to go in person last times ive done that the middle school one yelled at me and banged on his tables when i hurt myself and him and both a outside therapist made me pull up my sleeves and show them my scars and just i never got to talk about how i feel they always went to my mom i always felt in trouble i never got anything true out. But idk how to handle myself anymore tw- ive been sa'd few times never spoke abt it, my parents only know about 1 but they coukd never force me to therapy, well i was in php but i was kicked out cuz i kept smoking. Was also sent to court few times for smoking during school but i swear i was just so sad i didnt care. I replay it all everyday, i have multiple violent nightmares every night i sleep and i dont know how to handle them anymore they stick with me thru the day they feel so real i am so scared always feeling like sometjing bad is gna happen so scared for the people around me, i have batley anyone i dont know how to move on i dont go to public school anymore i dont have any face to face with people my age anymore just my ladies i work with and creey guys
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Idk how to make friends
Friendship Support / by Learninglady420
Last post
 May 2nd, 2024
...See more I used to be so fun but that was in elementary school lol but still i was able to make so many people laugh, not that i dont know im just surrounded by adults at work i stopped going to public school after freshman year, ive been able to keep 2 close friends n i still struggle with them i dont know how to move on i just want to keep reconnecting with these people ive never felt resolved or happy from, how do i go like forward i dont go to school i just go to work and my boyfriend hes been struggling too n he doesnt have his license or a job for the entire almost 9 months im starting to feel stress and worried we both dont have any friends am i gonna be in a loop of literal lonliess and just sad energy when or how will i make a friend
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i dont know
Eating Disorder Support / by Learninglady420
Last post
 May 6th, 2024
...See more I am 17 i weighed almost <edit> when i was in the 7th grade during covid and idk im now at <edit> i struggle to remember to get myself to eat food but when i do i swear i eat the same portions so quickly and i always feel like there gna be apart of me thay wants to just keep inhaling food i always eat so fast ive been called the pig by family when i was little now at work yesterday i was told i inhaled yogurt but it was just cuz it was 1 and have just woke up n got to work idk people always think im so gross when i eat because ive been bigger when i was younger but i struggle now i just look at all these highschoolers i know (online school now) and just wna be smaller than them ive always felt so large i grew b4 everyone n now im 5'5 n done growing but idk how to get away from any of these thoughts
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