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LilithJP3
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PathStep 41 Compassion hearts299 Forum posts35 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2023 Member sinceFebruary 19, 2021
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She/Her

Mother, wife, sister and student.

♡10/10/2020♡

Lvl. 25✌︎☻

Not everyone understands PTSD. I’m looking for more support from like-minded people and professionals.

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Dear diary (comments are welcome) *may be triggering*
Trauma Support / by LilithJP3
Last post
 May 6th, 2021
...See more Hello, Wow, this week has been hard... I started at a gym to keep my mind busy and also hella busy with school. Finals are coming so I’ve been studying all hours of the day then at night I make my way to the gym. I haven’t gave myself time to think until now. I thought I was pregnant... I’m newly married and travel with my husband for his work. We stopped using protection five months ago... I thought this time was it but it wasn’t ... I don’t know if it’s my body or the stress... I took my test .. it was negative again. 5 months and nothing. I won’t give up hope but I’ve also never wanted a child before meeting my partner. This is all so new to me... I hope to see that plus sign but also kinda wondering how long that will be..
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Dear diary
Trauma Support / by LilithJP3
Last post
 April 2nd, 2021
...See more My mom is a huge part of my childhood trauma and it’s hard to talk to her and even harder to see her. I’m an adult now and my life is separate so that is a nice boundary. I am the rock of my family. I am the oldest of 5 and I have a lot of things going for me. A husband, I love dearly, a home, and I’m pretty far in my college education. So my family looks to me a lot.. this is heavy in its self. It’s harder when my mom leans on me for support. I love her and will always help in any way possible but sometimes it’s just exhausting... she’s on her own. All my siblings live with my grandparents. She feels lonely I get it and she has been in a tough place for a few yrs now. I want to be the person to hear ppl out and heal the wounded but it’s hard.
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Dear diary (talking to self)
Trauma Support / by LilithJP3
Last post
 April 5th, 2021
...See more Hey look at you! You did it! You made a A- on a hard Calc test! You admitted to your professor that you needed help due to mental health and he gave you pointers. You actually studied hard and it paid off. Good job! I know the last few times taking this course things went bad for you due to outside influence and fighting trauma but look at you now. Keep up the good work! (Note to self)
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Hello everyone 👋
Self-Harm Recovery / by LilithJP3
Last post
 March 22nd, 2021
...See more I’m new to this community and I just wanted to introduce myself! I’m 5 year clean and work hard at it everyday. I want to help any and all I can on this journey! Nice to meet you!😊
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Recovery
Self-Harm Recovery / by LilithJP3
Last post
 March 22nd, 2021
...See more I have been clean for 5 years now. I’m proud and want to help people struggling with self harm. Some tips I used were coloring books, mantras, spa days, breathing exercises, journaling, and open communication with my family and friends on my progress. I still have thoughts of self harm and I know that this will probably follow me throughout my life but I will fight like heck to love myself everyday I can! Here is to the journey ahead! ❤️❤️❤️
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Resources and Ideas 💡
Trauma Support / by LilithJP3
Last post
 March 19th, 2021
...See more I’m looking for more resources for PTSD, OCD, & ADHD. Coping mechanisms and any information in general is what I’m looking for. Thank you.
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Dear diary
Trauma Support / by LilithJP3
Last post
 March 12th, 2021
...See more I have been sleeping!!!👏🏻 Not as many nightmares and feeling great when I wake up! Small victories but huge impacts!!! Just wanted to share my lil celebration🥰
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Dear Diary
Trauma Support / by LilithJP3
Last post
 March 9th, 2021
...See more This weekend I’m back home to visit family with my husband. We haven’t been home in 3 months. We live on the road due to COVID and aren’t in one place longer than a few months. It’s a life of adventure like we have always wanted to experience with each other before settling down.... so all of our family expects us to visit them while we are home and really all I wanna do is be in my own home and soak it up a bit. We are never home and we are newly married so home is special to us but family puts a lot of pressure on us to be present whenever possible. Just a lot of feelings rush back when being under that family pressure. Tons of memories of family trauma... why should I spend all my time rushing around for a family that has never bothered to meet me even half way to visit me? Even when I am home they aren’t showing up to my house to make things easier on us...
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