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...See more For someone I once loved genuinely, Alexander, I know this all just useless. My words meant nothing to you, it’s waste of time to say that i once love you dearly with all my heart and souls but you betrayed that pure love and chose her. How are you today?Surely you are in a good times. How does it feel to fall in love again? And enjoying the moment with her?How? Isn’t it amazing? Have you forgotten about me so easily? Good! I want to forget about you but I can't right now and I'm sure I can. I wrote this letter to release all the feelings that you gave to me, Pain, sadness, anger, disappointment and despair. Your honesty really hurting me but I have to accept it gracefully. I'm trying to accept that you don't love me anymore. That you were just pretending all along. You promised to marry me and kept that promise. You're the one who told me that you're loyal and that's all I can hold from you. You said that, I will take you in my heart wherever you are and so do I to you. Turns out you betrayed it all. You're lying. You're a big liar. You broke all your sweet words and promises. You're trash. You're a hypocrite. You're the ugliest creature I've ever met. You are poison and toxic. You're the one who doesn't know yourself. You're a man with no self-respect. I am sick of you, you will regret wasting me over her. And when that day comes, I won't be here anymore. Take your happiness for the time being, have fun. Enjoy. You like it right? Are you satisfied? Are you satisfied toying/playing with me? Are you satisfied that you broke my heart? Satisfied you caressed and kissed her? Satisfied you cuddle with her? Are you satisfied sleeping with her? How does it feel when she touch your face? You love it? Satisfied that you lied to me all this time?! All the excuses you make. The photo that you’ve sent to me. All just a lie so you can be with her? Satisfied that you took everything I gave to you? Satisfied you didn't pay your debt? Satisfied you have played with me? You sleep soundly each night and laugh when I cry and stay awake. are you satisfied that you blocked me? are you satisfied after this all? All your family. Enjoy all of that. Yeah you're great, you've made it. Your mission accomplished. I really want you to suffer but let God take care of everything. I will continue to pray that you live a miserable life. You deserve it one day and so does all your family. You have lost your mind and your conscience. You are blinded by love. Eat that love. I want to see how long that love will last or turn around to destroy you? Get ready. Your life will suffer more than now. I'll see you on the bottom while I'm at the top. You will regret both in this world and in the afterlife. I will never forgive your debt to me. I want you to be billed in the afterlife and suffer. Everything you get will be worth your loss later and will be bigger. I really feel sorry for you but I remember you don't deserve pity or pure love. I was lucky when you were gone from my life. I don't need to live with men who keep telling lies, stubborn, drug users, liars, traitors, toxic and lecherous. I'm not that weak and stupid. I can't do that stupid thing. I hate to see you teach me dirty things. No shame. Trash. Still clearly attached to the beginning of our meeting, how you convinced me, you are different, you know my tiredness, my past, the wound in my heart, everything that I told to you. You said you were different, you were tired of searching and you finally met me and you only wanted me. You even said you would be a bad guy if you couldn't get me. How you wanted to kill yourselves when i left you? Turn out that was just a lie. You advised me to be open and there will be no dividing wall between us because you said, we will unite and marry, and the one who will understand me is you. I remember how I struggled. I traveled very long and far just to meet you. I remember when we finally met and I was so happy to spend the time with you. I remember your promise when we were about to be apart. You cried and say how much you love me and we will meet again and second meeting is our marriage. But it's all just a charade. Every night I wait for your presence and it turns out you are having an affair. You have no job and no money. Turns out you're lazy and dirty. I accept you as you are but you choose her upon me. You are evil. You're really bad. It turns out that what Devi and Emma said was true and I actually believed you. Everything you say is a scenario that you made. Pathetic. You don't deserve me. Go away from me forever. You will regret it and it will be too late. Enjoy the moment. Laugh. I know you don't care. Hope you realize. I still want to talk nicely to you but you want this to happen instead. Don't ever contact me again. Everyone there. Please stop, don't ever looking for me again. Don't you ever show up again. I'm sick of it all. Sick and sick. This pain, you will feel it many times over. Enjoy your life. Maybe right now you feel victorious and happy but I'm sure it won't last long. I'm sure someday, you will be abandoned and dumped. You will feel this pain. You will regret it. Thank you for everything. This pain is only temporary but I believe and believe, after this, happiness will come to me. We don't need to hate each other, deep in my heart, I want us to be able to talk nicely because we met well, so from that we part in a good way too but never mind.. I'm also very tired. Useless. Farewell Alexander. Edited by @CheeryMango to remove curse words

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