I am a loyal person kinda shy but I have to say I'm more tell u like it is kinda person I do love my three kids they are my everything I had a husband I've been married to for 9 years with finding out after having my third child he was born with a heart defect and almost lost him after I had him is so scary and changed me as a person all together he's went through multiple surgeries and he's only 15 months so love life has been put on hold to say and it's driving my man bananas to say when I make my kids number one in my life I do put time for him but I'm not into that because of everything we're going though my eyes is only on my children I have to say which I don't think that's bad 😃 I do care about my husband and show him attention but I think he's kind of confused of what to do because he thinks that we supposed to be like how he was before we had the children and now it's more about them and less about him so it's been a lot to deal with trying to give him what he wants he needs and also keep on track with the kids and I have little to no time to myself and it's driving me crazy