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Lovesmile23
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts14 Forum posts21 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2020 Member sinceAugust 10, 2019
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How does one get over
Relationship Stress / by Lovesmile23
Last post
 March 1st, 2020
...See more How does one get over something that felt so real but wasn't. For a few months I was fine, but all of a sudden that's all i can think of. The feeling that I had when I was with him felt so real and it's been fading now but it's still there and idk what to do. It's like everywhere I go I see his ghost. Every person somehow reminds me of him. I see him in everyone. And when we were "together" it felt so real. The stuff that we said to each other. I just can't get over the fact that he was lying. It didnt seem like he was. But he was, because no one just abandons a person like that. I just want to be over it already. I don't want him to cross my mind anymore. I've been keeping it all to myself which I think is making it worse.
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Heartbreak?
Relationship Stress / by Lovesmile23
Last post
 September 27th, 2019
...See more He's leaving, I think he's leaving! His job offered him a relocation and I know he's going to take it. He'll be in California. It's not an immediate leave but it's a thought for the future that he will be leaving. Timeframe? Later next year (2020) This is hitting me hard. This sucks and not going to lie my heart feels like it won't be able to handle this. It feels like its already breaking. I can't stop omg. Make it stop
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Blood disorders
Disability Support / by Lovesmile23
Last post
 September 19th, 2019
...See more To start I dont know if this is considered a disability, but it's enough to have me fearing for my life. Thrombocytopenia is when your body does not have enough platelets which assist in helping the blood clot or stop bleeding when you are bleeding. Earlier this year I was told that it was what i had. Of course with this diagnosis came testing for other autoimmune diseases. And let me tell you, the waiting period for these results was longest and most scared I've been. Thankfully, results were good but I have my last follow up of the year next week and I am terrified that I'll get bad news. Since the beginning I knew that a bone marrow biopsy was a possible procedure and I'm afraid of getting done. I am scared that I'll need to get it done of I get bad news. I'm scared that I'll need to get my spleen removed if I get bad news. I've been trying to stick to healthy food options to boost my platelet count but man it's hard and I've been slacking. And being scared is something I'm not good at admitting so my response is too push everyone away because if I get bad news I don't expect anyone to stick around so I'd rather push them away than have them leave. It's all very messed up but that's how I'm coping.
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I just don't know...
Relationship Stress / by Lovesmile23
Last post
 September 4th, 2019
...See more How do I cope with someone changing? I don't want to ask because were really only friends even if we both said it felt more than just a friendship. He apologized for pushing me away when he was going through things, but things are just not the same. And I get it, but it gives me anxiety not knowing what's going on. In past relationships, my gut has told me to run and I did not listen. Right now my gut just doesn't know what to do.
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Anxiety
Anxiety Support / by Lovesmile23
Last post
 August 25th, 2019
...See more When I overthink about everything for too long, i get scared and i get anxiety. It makes me sick to my stomach.
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