I've been a relationship for the past 18 months with a woman who is self described as bi polar, she's a cutter and just walked out on me. I saw this building up and I've been tiring to be more open and communicative about my feelings and told her I was going to go to counseling to deal with my own personal issues in hopes to better our relationship.

I discovered she has a emotional connection with someone at work, after updating her phone I learned she let this guy feel her up and she told her BF, she wants to just smoke weed and have sex, I guess with this guy who makes 8 bux an hour and has nothing to offer.

I feel used and worthless and lost. When she moved out she said that she needs her space, a chance to be on her own and left me dangling like a a piece of garbage.