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Malarkey1994
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PathStep 101 Compassion hearts263 Forum posts83 Forum upvotes72 Current upvotes72 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2023 Member sinceApril 3, 2021
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20 y/o with episodes of depression and anxiety. Well with alternate episodes of positivity too✌🏻.

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Trauma Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 June 5th, 2021
...See more I'm saying, no typing, whatever, I've just never said it in the open, I've been abused. I was 10. I didn't know what it meant. I've repressed these thoughts for over 10 years now, and try and tell myself it was just a nightmare. But it wasn't. I don't know what to do. Who to tell. I don't want anyone to know, no one knows. It sucks. People think they know me, my stories. No you don't, I show you what I want to, sometimes that's not even me. Why do I put up a show for people, just to please them. Why. I hate smiling around, I hate it, but everyone expects it from me. I hate this. I hate everything. Everyone hates me.
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I don't know anymore
Depression Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 May 28th, 2021
...See more Umm so people hate me, my friends I mean. They think me a person completely opposite to who I am. And I find myself unable to prove them wrong, to show who I really am. So many lies, rumors and gossips about me. I don't think I have it in me to end it. I don't know how I'll be able to walk past them. I don't know. The one that started all of this is so loved. Everyone loves him, respects him. And here I am. Maybe I am wrong. I don't even know. Well if I'm not, the world is damn unfair. If I am, I'll bite. I'll take it. I don't know anymore.
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Gurlllss
Anxiety Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 May 29th, 2021
...See more Y'all have got to watch 'Promising young woman'. And thank me later.
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I don't even know
Anxiety Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 May 17th, 2021
...See more I don't know what to type, there's so much stuck in me, wanting to let out. But can't. Everyone hates me, well not everyone, a handful, who mattered. I don't know where to go. What to do. An end to this misery would be so much appreciated, but I guess I'm a coward. Maybe I suck, let's just let that sink in. Bye
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Me, but not me
Depression Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 August 25th, 2021
...See more Everyone wants a girlfriend like me, but not me.😂😂😂😂 Cheers to that y'all 🍻
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Don't pity me
Anxiety Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 May 13th, 2021
...See more Don't even care to read this, coz a stupid girl, who can't let things be as it is, who wants to ruin it all is gonna vent. I don't even know what to type. I suck as a person!!!!! I don't do anything and get blamed, and treated like garbage. I'm being made the villain of something that was out of my control. No wait, it was and guess why I couldn't control it? Coz I am a disgusting whore(not literall whore😂) I just wish all of this ended. I just can't take it anymore. Also it's morning here. So Buenos Dias whoever wasted their time reading this. Hope you have a day filled with light and rainbows unlike mine✌🏻
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Rumour
Depression Support / by Malarkey1994
Last post
 April 23rd, 2021
...See more How do I deal with a rumour? The person spreading it is running away and all my friends are defending him, calling me delusional. I'm frustrated. Help?
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