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Malazan
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Google is my worst enemy
Anxiety Support / by Malazan
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 September 6th, 2016
...See more I'm going to try and keep it short and sweet, I recently found out I had threadworms and I've got the medication and treated them, but our good friend google gave me stories of people who couldn't get rid of them and this caused me to spiral to the lowest I've ever been the way I reacted you'd think I had cancer, a normal day for me is 4 hours of relaxation and 8 hours of worrying that my threadworms will come back, this includes observing every single stool and anything that even resembles a worm sends me into panic mode and I google it, self medicate, compulsively clean myself and it's honestly hell I wish I just wouldn't google it but I can't not I think googling with give me relief but all it does is cause more stress, it's massively getting in the way of my happiness and I just don't know how to stop it...I made this thread mainly to just get this off my chest but also to let others know their not alone.
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