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Mememe10
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Cannot move on
Relationship Stress / by Mememe10
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December 3rd, 2019
...See more I broke up with my boyfriend around 4 months ago after 4 years of relationship, we were living together, shared everything together. We were talking about getting married one day, having children, even what their names would be. Feeled like an end game. Then few months before we broke up, he told me that he is not sure that he loves me anymore but does not want to break up. So we stayed together, I tried hard to save what we have as I loved him so much. And to be honest, I thought things are getting better. We had our issues, I have made mistakes, Ive been a drama queen in many occasions, said things that were hurtful. But after all that I still was always sure that we will get through everything together. But then I discovered he had talked with his colleague from whis workplace in a work party, telling her he has feelings for her, that he wants to be with her. Next day after that we broke up, few days later he moved out. And my whole world crashed down. Now I have moved to another apartment, we are not in touch anymore, altough I see from his social media that he is going out, partying, he is also on Tinder. And here I am, stuck in the past, seeing him in my dreams all the time (which really sucks, after having those dreams, I feel so broken). I hate that person so much, as actually he has cheated on me before at the begining of the relationship, he has lied, been dishonest in the past. But I also still love him with all my broken heart.
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