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Mikitea68
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts69 Forum posts20 Forum upvotes23 Current upvotes23 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2023 Member sinceDecember 16, 2022
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Neurodivergent lesbian in a home of homophobic Christians.
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Mikitea68
Last post
 January 22nd, 2024
...See more I'm a lesbian with very little hope of finding the one. I'm a late in life lesbian coming out at 32 and am now 34. I've suffered a lot of abuses in my life. I don't know how to pick up the pieces. I don't know how to navigate dealing with my family that says they love me but wouldn't come to my wedding if I had one. I'm so tired of it. In their minds me being a lesbian is a ticket to ***. And ever since I was a teenager I didn't really believe there was a ***. Mythology being as it is. I don't feel loved by my family. I just live because they need me not because they want me.
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How do I cope with all the types of abuse in my life?
Trauma Support / by Mikitea68
Last post
 December 18th, 2022
...See more PTSD from sexual assaults both rape and molestation. Drug abuse, emotional abuse, physical abuse, mental abuse, spiritual abuse. How do I even navigate my life? I wake up every day and think bad thoughts about myself. I have hope that I can be a part of study to help with depression. I currently don't take meds. I feel that if I eat enough spinach or foods to boost serotonin I'll be happy. My moods were better when I was vegan. I finally felt like I had control over food until everyone made fun of it and decided I wasn't healthy. So I stopped. I'm poor and honestly too lazy and too anxious ridden to get food stamps so I can take control of my diet again. I live in a home where I was recently physically abused again. Twice I have been physically abused in the last 3 months. I am questioning everything about myself. Everything. My beliefs, my experiences, my existence. I don't feel safe anywhere. Not even on this site. I feel like my trust issues get in the way of my progress. I have major trust issues. I don't know what to do with that. Thank you for reading.
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