hello my name is melissa and i lost my soulmate my smile, my reason to be, boyfriend Jace on when he was found in the bathroom at a friends house, where he overdosed. The phone was still on the last call, and it was me on the other line. i had fallen asleep after telling him i sent the uber to go get him and bring him home, and he said "stay on the phone with me until it comes" i ended up falling asleep.
When I received the call from one of our friends telling me the news, to weak to stand I fell to my knees. I started to cry the worst type of crying there is, the silent one. The one where you feel it in your throat and your eyes become so blurry from the tears. The one where you grab and hold your stomach so tight that you can't breathe but at the same time you want to scream louder than you ever have before. But it's the one, all you can do is open your mouth Wide. And try to push Some type of sound out...despite all ur efforts u just dont.,.
I couldn't comprehend that my whole heart and soul was gone from this world and I didn't even say goodbye. And I'll never be able to run into his arms again and feel the comfort as he wrapped them tight around me. I'll never be able to feel his breath against my skin as he held me and told me how much he loved me, and dont worry everything's gonna be alright.
I'll never be able to feel my lips pressed against his lips as he took my breathe away..ill never experience that true love where even in a room full of people all you can see is them. I'll never be able to hear his jokes trying to make me laugh because even tho, I haven't spoke one word that day, he knew what kinda day I was having and he wanted to fix it already.
I'll never be able to pick up the phone and say I miss u, when u coming home.... And him tell me I love you too and I'll be there as soon as time lets me,theres no other place i want and need to be, and thats right there with you. Jace...gave me a life ive never had.He showed me I deserve love, and never to settle for anything less than the best. he was always The man who made sure I was smiling and knew I was the most beautiful person in the world, every second of the day. No matter where we were or who we were with.
He saved me from an abusive narcissist ex who physically and emotionally beat me down to an empty shell of what i once use to be....
Jace made me feel and showed me for the first time ever, what it was like to truly have unconditional love within two ppl...he showed me the most amazing feeling in the world, true love.
Losing him has be the hardest journey yet, ive been there, where u are, yup. You are not alone i promise, and to be able to be someone whom cares about you in the end, on ur side.....means the world. i know what it feels like going thru domestic abuse for years, i know the pain losing a loved one to suicide, and everything in-between trust me. im the most open minded non judgmental person you can ever speak to..
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