I have really bad anxiety issues, I've had panic/anxiety attacks, and I have lots of stress. I don't hate the way I look, I'm love the way I appear...just not who I am. I hate the way I think, or any of my thoughts at all really. I'm weak, sensitive, I worry to much, and just a burden half the time. It feels as if I have people in my head, screaming at me, telling me I'm too mean, or to say mean things. (that's probably why people say I'm evil.) It feels as if someone in my head is telling me I can be better, I can be better...but I'm not. I rarely talk sometimes, I'm too scared to talk, I only talk freely with strangers, but with people I know somehow my anxiety increases.