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MyraFaye7
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Relationship Stress / by MyraFaye7
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 September 2nd, 2021
...See more Okay so.., me and my boyfriend have been together for half a year now. The first few months were amazing so far the best relationship I’ve ever had honestly. He treated me like I was the only person in the world. When I first met him he lived a hour away. He would come down to my house everyday. Then one thing lead to another and we decided to move in together where he’s from. At the time I’ve always had problems with my family mostly with my abusive father. But I didn’t want to leave my best friend but he didn’t want me to loose this opportunity to live my life they way I needed to. Well after 2 month of living here I haven't made any kinds of friend and with my friends back home going in early as In 5am they can’t really come down and spend time with me. Or I can’t go see them cause I go in at work at 4am. So he’s really the only person I have and that I spend time with and I understand how he has friends here and that he wants to go hang out with them which is fine ya know. Go and have fun I’ll be here. And not going to lie yeah I get jealous. Cause I’m stuck at home. (He just started recently hanging out with his friends) cause before they would blow him off. But now it’s constantly. Every night he will be out and I would tell him how I feel and that I get jealous and pretty lonely and he just says we need our alone time and space. Which I respect but I didn’t know it would be everyday till 2-3am in the morning. And I try and go to bed at 9-10pm I would like alittle bit of time with him you know? Sometimes he gets off work, changes and leaves as I’ve been waiting for him to come home from work. And he just leaves as fast as he can. Lately he won’t text me he won’t call me he won’t come home on break.. I’ve tried everything I can to talk to him about our feelings and how we can fix things but all he says is.. “we’re just two different people.” Like I get that that’s why we need to communicate.. I don’t know what to do.. I tried going out with my friends on the weekends but I feel like it’s just making him more and more distant.. if we break up I have no where to go..he doesn’t tell me I’m beautiful or perfect like he did before.. he doesn’t kiss me the same.. he doesn’t smile at me the same.. he doesn’t even hold my hand or put his hand on my thighs.. is there something wrong with me.. am I ugly to him now?.. what did I do to go through this?.. before this relationship I was in at 7 year relationship.. he was mentally and physically abusive.. I can’t help but to not have PTSD about the situation he’s putting me through..I know what this means but I don’t want to believe he would do this to me.. I know he’s not cheating on me or atleast I don’t think.. but I don’t know what els to do or say at this point.. I have ALOT of other stuff going on in my life right now and I’m sure nobody will actually get this far down but.. it’s nice to just let all of this out you know?.. my grandma has cancer.. and I’m not home to take care of her.. and this is my situation.. I want to see her after work but when I drive back alone.. I get so tired.. I ask him to come with me so I’ll be safe.. but he never wants too.. what should I do..
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