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NirvanaDollBaby
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PathStep 27 Compassion hearts30 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes16 Current upvotes16 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2023 Member sinceMay 5, 2023
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One of my poems
General Support / by NirvanaDollBaby
Last post
 May 31st, 2023
...See more I tend to write poetry about my mental health issues and feelings at the time of the poem. If y'all like this one, I'll share more in the future. I wrote this while in crisis last night. I’m too close to saying goodbye for the last time It’s gotten so bad that I can’t just say “I’m fine” The pain inside has increased ten fold It won’t last forever, or so I’m told. It’s killing me feeling everything and nothing at all When I really want to do nothing but fall Fall away from the pieces, the anger, and the pain Away from the looks, the judgement, and the blame. I never seen this coming or I would’ve been able to stop But that isn’t written in this story’s plot So, here I go, another day full feeling worthless, Feeling like nothing can save me, that’s it’s not worth this. Thoughts of ending it keep crossing my mind They are hard to catch, to stop, or even to bind I know they’ll be better without me here No longer the blame, no longer the fear. Out of sight, out of mind seems better than this When I leave, I’ll give them real bliss I’m way too close to saying Goodbye for the last time Because it’s gotten so bad that I can’t just say I’m fine Anymore.
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Unknowingly using SH on myself for years
Self-Harm Recovery / by NirvanaDollBaby
Last post
 May 10th, 2023
...See more Hi all. I'm new here, but needed to reach out. I've actually been self harming for a very, very long time without knowing it. I was diagnosed with PTSD, severe anxiety, severe depression, severe social anxiety and possibly bi-polar, as well as a slew of physical issues. Over the past 30 years, when in fights with a partner, I would hit myself repeatedly as hard as I could (arms, chest, legs, etc.), not letting injuries heal normally, and recently started cutting on the same night I thought about ending it all after my partner of over a year broke it off. I haven't left my home in over 4 months and have massive anxiety attacks just thinking about it and I don't know what I'm doing to do to get the help I need for all the medical issues I currently have. I have lived on amazon.com and local grocery deliveries to survive, but is that really surviving?
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Hey all
Newbie Hub / by NirvanaDollBaby
Last post
 May 8th, 2023
...See more I'm new here, finding out about 7Cups after reaching out to a crisis hotline.
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