I was bullied in school. Still suffering from traumas. Still having nightmares about feeling worthless and like I shouldn't exist.

My family doesn't care, if they ever did. I've cut ties to my brother completely. Doing my best to come along with mom who is... troubled, at least. She's needy and basically just sucks out of my will to live.
My dad is probably only one who cares about me in some level.

Setting boundaries isn't my best ability and I tend to let people use me. But I'm learning.

Gaming makes me feel good. I'm trying to study and hold myself together at the same time.
I live with my SO and our two dogs in small seaport town. I'm happy here. 100 km away from people I used to call my family. Half of me feels lost, the other half is happy.