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Do I have an eating disorder?
Eating Disorder Support / by RainbowSweetheart
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 December 11th, 2019
...See more I am really confused with my relationship with food at the moment. Sometimes I think I might have an eating disorder but lately I've been really convinced that I'm fine. Anyway so here is why: 1) I never started a bad relationship with food because of a body image problem. Almost two years ago one of my best friends emotionally snapped at me and basically used my past mistakes against me (its a long story but she did this unprovoked). This kinda caused a downward spiral of depression as none of my other friends stood up for me. I wanted to punish myself for being such a horrable person and I thought this would work instead of self-harm, whilst maybe making me more likeable cause I'll be skinnier. 2) I started using an app to control my intake (cause im lazy) and I dont necessarliy count calories, cause it records in kilojoules so I dont think it counts. Right now my total intake is 1,943 kilojoules (which is 462 cal). 3) I dont really get upset when or if I gain weight but if I did I think I would reduce my intake slightly but so would anyone who was dieting. Anyway, what do you guys think? I honesly dont think I have an eating disorder but I want someone else's opinion so Im not second quessing or whatever. Also I'm sorry if I offended or triggered anyone, I really did not mean to
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