i'm a 18 year old genderqueer that has a bad past. i've been jumped raped and sexually abused bullied all of high school. my past demons haunt me everyday and i'm afraid of being alone and afraid of the dark because its when my mind is most active. when i'm outside i'm always afraid of someone getting me. i've recently moved in with my fiance its really hard on me leaving my family behind and more now than before my family seems to be falling apart. parents are getting divorced. my sister is thinking on moving in with her boyfriend and moving away...my older sister has her kid and is living a perfect life with my mom.