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Rhea3
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Trauma Support / by Rhea3
Last post
 October 22nd, 2022
...See more Hi. We been having a hard time with all the memories and stuff didn't remember. Usually so good at containing it all. Not this past week. It never seems to end..failing or learning? I need to start writing sgain. Might be so strong but still human.
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Trauma Support / by Rhea3
Last post
 February 9th, 2022
...See more Hi. I'm having a really hard time right now. The dissociation is through the roof. Hard to even comunicate when it sounds like I'm standing I a lunchroom internally. Seriously hating myzelf and the way life is right now. Can't seem to get things back to at least my normal. Not sleeping at night is now turning into sleeping all day and now think I'm sick cause I could just keep sleeping and sleeping. Not happy.
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Self-Harm Recovery / by Rhea3
Last post
 February 9th, 2022
...See more Hi. I'm still new here though I've been going on chat.. sharing circle for awhile. I'm 43 and have been diagnosed with complex PTSD..although also with DID In the past. I don't share things has anymore I'm fine with complex ptsd diagnosis tho it's been interesting how I've been treated. I've gone a long time without actually acting on self harm behavior. It's been an ongoing battle since like age 14. Now. I'm feeling like I'm losing control and my mind again. Pretty intensely. Having these urges and headaches and confusion. Not to mention the constant talking in my head. I don't know if this is where I should be even posting this..so I apologize in advance. I've endured abuse all my life. I'm very tired. I fight like crazy. I'm usually very strong. But this time it's getting me. Still trying. Still here. Still breathing. Hugs
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Trauma Support / by Rhea3
Last post
 December 20th, 2021
...See more Hello. I'm new here. Things have been getting more messed up than been in years I'd think these past days. I have had derealization 24/7 since I was 15. I'm a number 43 now. So many years living in a dream. Stress makes everything worse. I'm seemingly unable to take care of myself. I'm not eating, sleep is very sad state, embarrassing but not even showering. I wonder why so much..and I m wondering..do I dispize myself that much or am I that detached that it's like I don't exist to myself in this world. So much to say. Didn't happen overnight. So hurt and angry inside. So completely alone in it all. Very difficult to speak about myself so yaaa..trying. Best to you all.
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