How am I supposed to feel? ... I am still in love with my ex-fiance Kelly who broke up with me years ago. I have basically been single since her. We have a daughter together. I had to move out of our apartment back then where I lived with them as a family. I went from seeing my daughter every day and living with her to only seeing her for an hour or two once every week or two. I was in deep despair for a long time. I started drinking every day again and did drugs to numb the pain. Not too long after breaking up with me, Kelly got a new boyfriend, and not too long after that, she moved this stranger into apartment we had with her and my daughter. I was very angry. Now it's been a few years. She's still with the guy. Only recently in my life have I felt at all better to any degree. And only recently have I made serious progress in sobriety and in recovery. Now I am sober, attend AA meetings, go to church, and spend a lot of my time alone. I still love Kelly and I miss my daughter and I miss Kelly too. I listen to music and I think of Kelly. I have severe pain and frustration and disappointment in my life. I don't think I will ever get over any of this. How am I supposed to feel!!!??!!!!