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Grief & Loss / by SecretEstimate
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 October 23rd, 2025
...See more well about 3 months ago I lost my ex due to a sickness she had for sometime ( still consider her my gf cus the breakup was silly and we still spoke instead of no contact) I had soo much motivation before but now i lost that and it affected my studies and stuff. I'm on vacation now and will reopen in January but till date stuff still hit me when i think of her and how ive lost myself. I used to be soo happy with her and talk to just her everyday. I realized how much my friends cared when she died but ofc it was just temporary after all the world doesn't pause for you. So yea i was by myself getting used to it. Did bad at some exams. Started doom scrolling on *** and watch corn and stuff. I kept having i'm gonna stop moments but i always end up back and feeling like i disappoint her every time even during our relationship even tho she's dead. i'm just tired and i decided to change my life yesterday wrote some stuff down and seemed focused today till dad came
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