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SeekForgiveness730
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I’m working on it.
PathStep 15 Compassion hearts171 Forum posts28 Forum upvotes128 Current upvotes128 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2026 Member sinceDecember 11, 2023
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I am a work in progress. 

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Hard grief
Grief & Loss / by SeekForgiveness730
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 October 11th, 2024
...See more I have had many losses in my life. My grandparents, my dad. Recently I’ve lost a cousin around my age.  I’m just feeling so overwhelmed with emotions and I’ve been crying for the last month.  I’m overwhelmed with sadness.  It’s triggering my depression. Sometimes I just want to scream.
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Women’s change of life
Women's Issues / by SeekForgiveness730
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 September 10th, 2024
...See more I’m 52, still having my periods, but, I started having hot flashes, insomnia, mood swings, night sweats… etc etc a year or two ago. I’ve started hormones and noticed many “symptoms” coming back. My doc has upped the hormones. My thing is… how do I stop from feeling like I’m going crazy? It’s overwhelming. i call this stage in my life UNPUBERTY. All the hormonal discrepancies and highs and lows of a teen but in reverse. My emotions become overwhelming and if feel intolerant.  I’m having a hard time. anyone? 
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I did it
Depression Support / by SeekForgiveness730
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 March 1st, 2024
...See more It did it. I joined 7 cups and have posted. When I came here I felt utterly hopeless and helpless. But I knew I had to start somewhere. Depression can take over. It’s like digging myself out of a prison using only a spoon. You look at your spoon and you look at your cement walls and it feels hopeless and futile. I don’t have expectations for my endeavors to work against depression… but each time I feel .00005 percent relieved…. And it’s just enough to keep me coming back here.  Patience is key, but it’s hard. My life is a journey. I am a journey. I’m trying to work on acceptance.. of things I can not control… I’m trying to get unstuck . 
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New
Newbie Hub / by SeekForgiveness730
Last post
 December 22nd, 2023
...See more I know I am not in a good place. I do everything I’m supposed to. But not any more than necessary . I’m so tired all time. I just have no motivation to follow thru or do extra. I only have enough, me, to walk the tightrope, nothing else. I came here because I know I need a little help…. But I have no motivation to do the work. I’m in the hole, but I just would rather stay here and sleep for a while. And in the morning I will once again turn on autopilot.
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