I've spent years trying to keep myself above the surface and I've kind of succeeded. However I'm getting tired of always being one bad thing away from breaking down into a useless pile of exhaustion so for 2018 I've decided to get better. I have many things I want to accomplish in life, one of them being publishing (at least) a book and I also want to either switch fields completely or get a master's degree in a more specialized subject than the one I currently have.

I'm not entirely sure how this site works yet but I've spent the last one and a half years since I graduated isolating myself more and more so any kind of conversation that isn't just polite small talk would be a great step forward for me. My end goal of being here is to get my energy and confidence back, right now I don't really know how I can do that but that is why I'm here, so I can figure it out.

If any Listener would like to initiate a chat I would appreciate it since right now I have a hard time starting one myself.