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SoulStealer
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts796 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2019 Member sinceApril 28, 2018
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I am unfortunately depressed almost all the time. I don't understand the universe and I don't care to be honest. I hate the human race because we're destroying the planet that we live on and I think we're all dumb.

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Journals & Diaries / by SoulStealer
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 December 30th, 2024
...See more Poison It's hard to get out of bed It's hard to control thoughts in your head Your body feels so heavy you can't get up You try so hard to just sit up Feel so lonely even when you have a friend You put a smile on your face and play pretend Loving yourself and having confidence feels so hard to do You feel you push people away though you don't mean to The darkness that you fight inside you is more unbearable everyday You have to believe one day at a time is what you got to do to enjoy today Depression seeps through your body like poison slowing you down Slowly killing your motivation taking your breath like you are going to drown You feel like you're climbing a mountain that is impossible to climb Even when it feels like you're getting to the top you fall back down in time You want to believe in life and love because there's so many people that have lost it You want to see the point and believe in it so much you fight for it You make people laugh and try to make them happy because you're not You overthink too much and you want your brain to shut off a lot You feel like a robot and that you're just programmed to live your life White picket fences, children and a car and a wife This world has a lot of poison but it also has a lot of good I'm always going to fight because it's all I know and I know I should The emptiness inside sometimes it's too hard to bare My strength is my friends and family because I know they care Poison is in everyone and eventually it comes out It's how you deal with it, sometimes you just have to scream and shout Depression can make you weak and hold you down Just try to fight it and don't let it make you drown
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