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SpecialKkayyz
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Why do you hate me so much?
Trauma Support / by SpecialKkayyz
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February 19th, 2020
...See more I don't really know where to start. My mom and I had a decent relationship when I was super young but it seems like once I turned 8 my whole life rapidly spin downhill. My dad left the state with my younger brother, my mom's husband went nuts and started hunting us down and we would have to hide amd sneak into our own house. I guess that was when the beatings realky started to happen amd they got bad. I remember one year around christmas time I got in trouble and I dont even remember what for but she was so angry. She told us to go find a belt, and ofc me and my old brother would hide the belts. So after giving up looking for a belt she took one of the extension cords for the christmas lights and whooped us with those. I had welts and bruises on the back of my legs for over a week. It got worst as I got older. Im not gonna say I was the best kid ever because I had a bad habit of lying to her in hopes that the punishment wouldnt be as bad. (She would always say that I wouldnt get in that much trouble if I told the truth, but that itself was a lie.) Other than lying and not doing homework, I tried hard to not get on her bad side because I knew how it would end for me. I couldnt tell people much because she would always lie and tell them I was a very bad kid and that I never listened, etc. Nobody ever believed me. I'm your only daughter, what did I do to make you hate me so much?
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