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Number of ratings5 Number of reviews3 Listens toOver 18 LanguagesEnglish Listener sinceJul 31, 2023 Last activeover 6 months ago GenderFemale PathStep 24 People helped94 Chats880 Group support chats3 Listener group chats4 Forum posts47 Forum upvotes73
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let's sit in the rain and gossip without staring at the tree and laugh at the moon and maybe we will dance on sidewalks even if we forgot our shoes then shout at the clouds because they never keep their promises ..spill our thoughts into coffee cups that we never actually drink, because what’s the point?...Tomorrow, we will wake up with glitter in our hair and wonder why we never kissed the moon.. but today.. we write letters to our future selves.. asking if they still remember how to laugh..

Will start a revolution with socks on our hands and sing the national anthem of confusion., just because it feels right..and forget how to walk and learn how to moonwalk like we are michael Jackson on an acid trip..The sun will probably rise without us tomorrow,.. but we will stay up all night making the worlds best invisible sandwich.. Maybe we will cry over a banana peel or laugh at the fact that we just accidentally became best friends with a cloud.. Either way..the rain doesnt care and neither do we..promise to buy a cat and teach it how to high five.. because why not..

tomorow we might forget our names and run in circles like we are chasing the grass.. when the world asks us where we are going, we’ll say..‘To the end of the rainbow... or maybe just to the corner store to buy more chips...We’ll eat pizza for breakfast because who needs rules when the universe is just a giant cosmic joke? w will find the meaning of life in a gum wrapper and probably frame it..just in case.

..let me tell you a secret....🤫🤫One day the universe sneezed and we were born upside down..wearing hats made of stardust and bad ideas....we challenged gravity to a dance-off and lost because the sun cheated...planets started juggling moons for spare change while we tried to mail hugs to the black holes..and guess what...Saturn opened a bakery, but nobody came because the cakes were glowing....the sun thinks her name is Steve...the tim!!!.. the time melted in the toaster and now the galaxies are arguing about whose turn it is to water the dreams......meanwhile,.. we are just here, sipping invisible soup and waiting for the Milky Way to text us back... and so let's just forget... and build castles out of broken umbrellas and dare the universe to rain harder




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Fed Up... Existo-Emotional Breakdown!🖤
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Stormsoul
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January 20th, 2024
...See more 5AM...🖤 the alarm pierces through the silence... marking yet another sleepless night. i let it persist... its mocking tone goes on... im drowning in its taunts for 5 painful minutes. my mirror on my wall covered in glued random words as an attempt to avoid facing my perceieved worthlessness. As I peel off those words, I confront my reflection, feeling like an image on the wrong side of the world.Tears flow, i feel a rare vulnerability i hate and quickly use music as a distraction but the notes fail to drown my reality this time. It chases me. I break down again... heavy sobs revealing the depth of my sorrow, my reality closing in..."I'm fed up...so fed up, tired, sick and tired... I'm sick and tired... oh my gawd, I'm so done... I'm so dead..."  my voice trembles at this point i realise its either i get up now... or.........idk im tired of 🖤sleepless nights, external influences, self-hatred, degradation, punishment, futile struggles, time wastage, fear, yearning for acceptance, battling inadequacy, skipping meals, emotional suppression, imprisoning my inner child, incessant proving, overwork, suffocating silence, and allowing others to define and label my reality as unreal.🖤 I have run out of options... and the battle begins...everything im tired of, emds right here.... so a mindset is developed.. "FORCE IT TILL IT SEAMLESSLY BECOMES YOUR REALITY" What are you tired of?
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🌌 Terrified of rejection?💙🖤 and not being accepted for who you are...resulting in numb loneliness🖤?
General Support / by Stormsoul
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December 27th, 2023
...See more  Ever feel that heavy ache, wanting acceptance but drowning in loneliness? and... the overwhelming inadequacy leaves you lost in a demanding world. Yearning to be embraced for who you truly are but lost in the shadows of your own existence? 💙🖤 🌌Hello, I'm Blue Thorn 💙. Call me Blue or Thorn, whichever whimsy you fancy. I found solace in generous relatives since toddlerhood. Their kindness echoes a silent melody and a refuge in my toughest times, abandoned by my parents at birth. As a child, my self-esteem was a fragile whisper very low and i was desiring acceptance, I sought refuge in relentless work from age 8, i found fulfillment in making others happy. Their rare words or silent approval felt like a quiet melody and a refuge in tough times.🖤 I've always yearned for the simple comforts of bedtime stories and someone to carry me inside as a child, 🍃a longing that intensified as I skipped school trips to avoid burdening my family. Despite academic success in primary level, I graduated alone...no one from my family showed up, a top student tarnished by disgrace.🖤💙 My cousins i viewed as naturally lovable beings... only deepening conflict of self hatred since i had to sweat to recieve littlest signal of significance. High school brought isolated friendships confined to my head, with God as my unwavering companion.🌍 Turning to letters, I always expressed struggles to family members to avoid conversations... battled rare oversleeping shame, and felt acceptance tied to productivity. 🖤Post-high school, I cant study any further due to lack of finacial support.. turning 19 soon...and needing a new place... hustle alert. My room transformed into a sanctuary for venting emotions and expressing deepest self.. writing fictional stories... creating beats🎶. Rainy days led me to passionate refuge in nature,Into the forests, I would run...feeling raindrops' 🌧exhilaration and trees' soothing embrace which was a profound connection, bringing solace and passionate peace. 💙✨ In my journey, I comfort by embracing my deepest sensuality and connecting with myself.🖤🍃🖤 It is not easy and sometimes we need help doing so... but being profoundly honest about every emotion, without shame or restraint, lightens the burden and brings genuine peace of mind. 🥀🌹Remember, it's okay not to be okay. As the author wisely said, 'In embracing our vulnerabilities, we find strength.' You're not alone, and it will be okay." "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.'"
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Genuine Connections💙: Temporarily Shared🖤, Forever Felt? 🌌💫
General Support / by Stormsoul
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November 22nd, 2023
...See more Hey, BlueThorn here,💙 a storyteller in the realm of fiction. Join me for a glimpse into those profound moments where genuine connections defy age, race, background, and gender. Today's  PART 1 tale reminds us not to regret sharing beautiful moments with those who've moved on. The emotions were real, and they endure in the fabric of our existence. 🌌✨ #BlueThornStories #GenuineConnections...embracing good moments. "After a brutal battle with a menacing monster targeting the child holding the glowing diamond on my heart, the most vulnerable part of me, I emerged victorious. A song of triumph echoed in the dark aftermath as I left the war-torn place behind, seeking refuge. As I distanced myself from the darkness, silence enveloped me, calming the echoes of the recent battle. Exhausted, I yearned for rest, stumbling upon a strangely beautiful lake with water that held a peculiar, clean allure. The Wolfpack surrounded the lake, providing protective guardianship. Entering the water with a body adorned with scars, I felt its unusual touch. Closing my eyes, I immersed myself, relying on the Wolfpack for support. Throughout the night, I stayed submerged, the water's mystic properties working on my wounds, ensuring healing. In the quiet of the night, my keen senses detected a distant cry for help. Not fully healed, I emerged from the water, cautioning the wolves to stay hidden as I ventured toward the voice. There, I encountered a powerful creature, marked with a beauty resembling the one etched on my arm. Approaching from behind, I touched the creature's shoulder, only to find it cold. A revelation struck — the creature had lost its glowing diamond, a dire predicament. Despite my own wounds, I took a risk, revealing my vulnerable heart and trusting the stranger with it. The Wolves carried me to safety as the stranger fought valiantly for his diamond. Sensing the stranger's intentions were pure, part of the Wolfpack joined the fight, tearing the monster apart. The stranger retrieved not only his diamond but discovered numerous hearts in the monster's stomach, realizing many needed help. Returning to me, he restored my heart. Awakening from unconsciousness, my insecurities surfaced, transforming me into a black panther to confront the perceived threat. However, the stranger morphed into a majestic white lion, calming my fears. We submerged ourselves in the lake, communicating through water waves. Healing, we discovered a shared pain — the beasts had stolen his parents as a child, much like my own painful history. Connected by loss, we prepared to continue our journey, showcasing our extraordinary abilities as a black panther and a white lion. The resonance of our connection echoed in a thunderous roar, and as we left that part of the jungle, trees fell behind us, a testament that no one would be left behind." 💙Today's story is a glimpse into those beautiful moments where genuine connections transcend age, race, background, and gender. It's a reminder not to regret sharing heartfelt moments with those who may no longer be here. The emotions were real and beautiful, and those moments remain etched in the tapestry of our existence. Stay tuned for a journey beneath the canopy of compassion. 🌌✨ #BlueThornStories #GenuineConnections"
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Afraid to trust because scars run deep? Hey, I feel you. 🌊 lets polish our soul's gaze to reveal genuine hearts. Rebuild trust, embrace the emotional
General Support / by Stormsoul
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November 18th, 2023
...See more Im BlueThorn💙Embark with me into the ethereal tapestry of imagination. 🌌✨ Join the dance where souls speak through crafted words, revealing tales in the unfolding fiction. "In the shadows of a daunting jungle, I tread with my head held high, a guardian to the vulnerable child within, clutching a radiant diamond. Yet, as I traverse this perilous terrain, a weight descends on my chest, a glimpse into a past etched in pain. The monsters of memories threaten the little one, and, like a vivid projection, the past replays. A tear falls on the diamond, a glitch in its glow, and I collapse momentarily, reassuring the child of a mere nightmare. In the echoes of a lullaby, I attempt to soothe her, unveiling a solace she never experienced. But as tears cascade, recalling a solitary bedtime ritual, I, too, falter. Suppressing the pain, I sternly remind her of our resilience, dismissing the ghosts of a vanished past. Anguish surges, and in a moment of despair, I confront my own monsters, inviting their wrath. The fading glow of the diamond mirrors my dwindling hope. Yet, in the depths of despair, a pack of wolves materializes, a silent force against the monsters. I, transformed into a black panther, resist their support, shunning connection. Darkness engulfs, and a hypnotic melody attempts to lure me further. The internal struggle is palpable. However, locking eyes with a fellow wolf, a fleeting revelation of shared battles unfolds. The pack, once mute, sings a harmonious chorus. With eyes now radiant blue, I stand among them, acknowledging the child within as an integral part of our collective strength. Fiercely, we confront the monsters, dismantling their hold. The black panther recedes, and the diamond's brilliance intensifies. In the aftermath, we howl, not just for our victory, but for those yet to find their refuge. Running through the darkness, I become the safe place I sought, embodying strength for others, a testament to the transformative power within." In the tapestry of this story, I've learned the harshness I directed towards my emotional self, thinking it was protection, only hindered the realization of the genuine connections surrounding me—be it virtual friends, family, or kindred spirits. Embracing vulnerability, both in ourselves and as a sanctuary for others, unveils a collective strength in shared pain. When the jungle of life seems isolating, we must persevere, knowing caring souls exist, though unseen. A bird's view reveals a network of support, urging us to reach out and save others in our shared struggle. Let's be mindful not to push away those who truly matter. 💙🌌#BeautifulJourneyWithin: Navigating the beauty within pain, the beauty within war. 🌌💖
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Do You Still Punish Yourself for Past Mistakes? 🤔 Enough .You Deserve Another Chance, Evolving Beyond Breakup Stumbles. 🌱💙
General Support / by Stormsoul
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November 17th, 2023
...See more Hi everyone, I'm Blue Thong🖤💙. This is for those still haunted by past breakups, punishing themselves. 🌊 Let's break free💙 Join me in the depths of my world, where tales unfold without boundaries. #HealingJourney🍃 "In the heart of the wild, I stood, the fearless leader of a majestic wolf pack, a reflection of resilience. Amidst echoes of roars and whispers, I faced a wounded creature, a mirror of my pain. Hindered by my haunted past, a thorn in my heart, I battled, unknowingly pushing away love, letting insecurities reign. In this savage realm, I grappled with a creature, mirroring walls built within. The leader, wrestling not only external foes but internal demons, yearned for connection lost. To etch the agony, I tattooed the creature's name with a hot wire on my chest, a searing sign of shared pain. The creature, in the light, revealed a diamond heart, matching mine. In that brilliance, I saw through him, a scared reflection of vulnerability. The struggle against adversaries mirrored a love lost, leaving scars etched within, where shadows and echoes persist." In the aftermath of shadows, cease blaming yourself. Tried or stumbled, find peace within. For the one you lost, become a testament of growth. They genuinely care; make them proud in every heartbeat. 🖤✨ #SelfForgiveness #EternalGrowth"
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Lonely?💙 Unlock Your Radiance🔓: Join the Escape from Loneliness. 🗝️🌟 #EnterTheUnseen"
General Support / by Stormsoul
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November 16th, 2023
...See more Enter the Realm of Unseen Realms: Where Your Inner World Unfolds. TAKE ME INTO YOURS as you come into mine "Lost in a jungle teeming with soul-hungry monsters, I, a grown young adult, bear my name on my arm, guarding the spark in the diamond within my heart. A child holds this precious gem, and as I navigate this perilous realm, a mute pack of wolves with deep ocean eyes joins my journey. We connect through silent howls, surviving together. In the heat of battle, I transform into a black panther, discovering my latent power. Fiercely, we face the monsters, and after each victory, I sing a windswept song, moving forward until I find safety before the eye of the colossal midnight moon."
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Empowering the Mind: Unveiling Strength in the Depths of Adversity"
General Support / by Stormsoul
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November 18th, 2023
...See more In the symphony of life, I am but a humble listener, here to resonate with the melodies of your heart. Imperfect yet passionate, I find solace in the profound power of music, crafting songs that echo the undulations of emotions within. Amidst the canvas of existence, I draw strength from the strokes of creativity, sketching the beauty that emerges from life's uncertainties. When frustration knocks, I turn to the alchemy of words, weaving fictional stories that serve as lanterns in the dark. Know this: you are not alone. In the tapestry of your struggles, I offer a listening heart, a testament to the resilience that resides within each soul. As I navigate my own journey, I urge you to grasp the immense strength you wield. In the delicate dance between reality and imagination, find refuge when needed, for within the corridors of the mind, lies a sanctuary only you can create. You are stronger than you know, and in our shared vulnerability, we discover the transformative power that makes us beautifully human.
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she really helped me. She did not solve my problem but she asked me questions that made me realise the core of the problem and i knew where to start and what to do. Amazing Blue
most caring listener, talked for weeks...humble(doesnt want review!) and full of empathy. Despite her personal battles,her deep support has saved me. mature but very young...her understanding, and humility are truly unmatched. get well
Thank God I have found you.
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