Hey hi...I just graduated and I would like to help you..It seems you have a couple of ups and downs then..I am sure you are on the right place..The only thing that is making you sad is not having a connection with a closed one..I might have even guessed it wrong.. But right now you have to leave it behind..Let the pressure off your brains..reveal your deepest emotions and share whats disturbing you so much.. and put an end to the thoughts that are troubling you..So come overboard and lets have a talk.. I'll make sure you feel really good...