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i honestly feel a mixture of hopelessness and hopefulness. some other days tho i feel totally hopeless.
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Bio

Hola, soy Matt (or better known as fan)

i'm a 15 year old from italy that is the one of the first geminis to be born in 2010.

i'm rather boring than fun, i think.

i always think i have ADHD, but my family refuses to budge to get a diagnosis and it's drivin' me mad..!

i've took the depression quiz on this platform and i've gotten 88%.. YIKES!!!

i like music, tho my favorites are afghan music (traditional, pop, ya name it), persian music, sovietware, russian doomer songs, doomer songs in general, romantic music & whatever touhou music video comes along.

i'm highly insomniatic. that's that.

i'm the type of guy to immediatly trust a friend but never even tries to contact a mental health operator.. i dont trust those people... dont know why.

also, i'm a sucker for city builder games.. i dont care about modelling and designing the city in a realistic way.. buses, cars, trains, people and airplanes already get me the dopamine that i crave!

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