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TiredRaven
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12/01/19
Depression Support / by TiredRaven
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 April 7th, 2020
...See more I have so much that I need to do and could have gotten done with my days off for thanksgiving. Instead I did the bare minimum of going to dinner with my family and going to work. I haven
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Depression Support / by TiredRaven
Last post
 November 26th, 2019
...See more Something happens and it all comes crashing down on me.
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Relationship Stress / by TiredRaven
Last post
 October 8th, 2019
...See more So Ive never posted here before but something happened to me last night that has never happened before. My moms girlfriends brother who is in his 40s was talking to me last night. He has some missing teeth and a really bad accent so I have a hard time understanding him. I usually just nod and go along with whatever he is saying because I cant understand him. All of a sudden I hear him say technically we arent blood related so it wouldnt be incest. So I realized he has been asking to have sex with me for half an hour (Im 19 btw). I had heard him asking me what I thought and if I would ever see him the same way again before he said that. He also asked if I had ever thought about doing it with him. Through all of this Im just saying I dont know because Im freaking out and really dont want to be near him. As Im walking away he kept telling me that if I ever changed my mind to let him know. Im so repulsed and I dont know what to do. He lives directly next to me so I cant exactly avoid him. I cant stop thinking about it and I hate myself for not realizing sooner. I feel disgusting and I dont know why. Its not like anything has happened but I feel like Im just a sex object. Its really taken a hit on my already nonexistent self esteem. Any advice?
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Depression Support / by TiredRaven
Last post
 August 13th, 2019
...See more Ok first of all I dont want this to sound like a sob story but it probably will. Also I wasnt sure where to put this but I feel that depression is the general cause and most prominen issue so here we go I guess. These last few weeks have been very bad for me. Basically my mother had been cheating on her girlfriend for a few years. Her girlfriend is extremely controlling and stresses me out any time Im near her. Not a big fan of her. We had been planning for the past year to move in with the man my mother was with. I thought he was really nice and I was excited to get away from my life here. Well he has cancer/brain tumor (which we knew) but apparently he will pass in the next few weeks. He had been delaying to move and changing plans a lot before he got really sick. We planned on going to Maine then Tennessee. Eventually my mother and I went house hunting in Tennessee and found the house we wanted. He was supposed to buy it and give my mother a trust fund so she could retire so she quit her job. Things started going wrong. My mother had suspected him of lying about everything. I dont know what to believe anymore. So now Im not going anywhere. All of my plans for the future are gone. My mom told me she considered suicide. I really liked him and thought we could build a happy family and I could finally get out of here. I thought my mom would finally be happy. Now I just feel stuck. It feels like my whole life was ripped out from under me. (Continued below)
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