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UncharmedBear
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Struggling to find a reason.
Depression Support / by UncharmedBear
Last post
 September 16th, 2024
...See more I don't live for myself, and I doubt I ever will. I push suicidal thoughts aside and tell myself "I shouldn't, because what would my mom/brother/dog do?", but I never once tell myself I shouldn't because of a hope that it will get better at some point and I think it's because I have given up on that hope. I've managed to accomplish *** all in my 28 years so far, and I dont see that changing. Every day I wake up is just one more I suffer through for the chance to not wake up for the next. I'm just so tired.
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Rising just to fall again
Depression Support / by UncharmedBear
Last post
 September 9th, 2024
...See more Hey all! First time ever putting any of this out anywhere, but I figure no one else bothers to listen to it so why not. I've been feeling pretty damn depressed for the last probably decade, if im being honest. Everytime I try to rise out of my own personal ***, i'm slapped back down into it in one way or another. The most recent of those being me moving to an entirely new state, to a city no one has probably ever heard of in the middle of nowhere. So now, on top of my general depression, I can add loneliness to the list. I'm just having a really hard time finding a reason to go on if this is what my life will be like. I honestly believe I was supposed to die years ago and the universe is trying to right the wrong in any way it can.
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