I'm divorced 40 year old teddy bear that has been thrown to the curb and run over way too many times!  I've always been loyal, honest, sincere, and loving.. but it never matters because if you are unlovable.. you will remain unloved.. I wear my heart on my sleeve and was married for 15 years until she decided to cheat on me after 9 years.  I remained married for 6 more years for my two beautiful kids until my daughter told me it was okay to separate to be happy.  Now i am divorced and unhappy and trying to find my way again in life.. Lost, broken, and confused, picking up the pieces.