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Anxiety Support / by WhyAdonay
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 December 1st, 2022
...See more Feels like your body's already dead. Like you're choking on own existence not able to I don't know. Escape Internally screaming at the top of your lungs, crying like a madman, running amok. But the paralyzing overwhelm lets you only to sit like that Can't externalize Like you don't have any control over your body Feels like it's already dead. Rotten. And your consciousness should be long time gone. But it's there and it feels just so awful So awful Can only think about fastest way to get rid of it asap Supposedly not atypical to "feel suicidal" while experiencing an anxiety attack. But I don't consciously experience anxiety Only after few hours when the overwhelm drains me to the point I don't think clearly enough to focus on it anymore, and the feeling starts to gradually diminish, I later on recall the experience as 'scary' But when it takes place it's just disgusting Anyone relates?
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