Hi I'm Wolffena Wise Wolf I'm a tomboyish girl and self learner and I believe I may have ADHD as I have most of the symptoms and I struggle with family issues do to my family denying any mental issues with me even with loads of family history of mental illnesses I was a real daddy's girl but when I was around 9 to 10 years old my dad passed away from cancer causing my family to become a moving family so far we have moved 3 times and it's been very stressful on me and I've been finding it harder and harder to control my emotions mainly anger and sadness arguments are very common in my family and honestly I hate it but I cannot control myself a lot of the time I find myself questioning myself and just wanting to give up on the world even though I'm not suicidal I find some days I don't even feel like getting out of bed or do anything in my head screaming at myself all the negative things that I'm told with a feeling of drowning there are days when I'm able to be positive usually when something good happens or when I do something I enjoy